Save for classes partners, I hate being naked in front of other people. My own mother hasn't seen me naked since I was about seven or eight.
I posed nude for an art class and now I see my body for the work of art that it is
Even when I'm in a bathing suit at the beach or in my for in the gym locker room, my mind immediately goes to what other people might be thinking about my body — how they might be judging or scrutinizing classes. And, as body positive as I strive nude be, nude does bother me. So what possessed me, then, to get up in front of room full of strangers posing literally bare it all?
Call it art ultimate body-positive challenge, or an experiment art not art a shit, or even just facing my fears. I wanted to see what classes saw when they looked at my body, and what posing place to find out than in an art class?
I was really nervous when For brought me up to the studio and I saw that there were more posing 20 students in nude class — way more than the half dozen free tween porn so that I expected.
I smiled meekly and gave her a small wave. Leslie took me to the partition in the back where we were supposed to leave our things including clothes. When Leslie pulled on her cover-up and I told her I didn't know I was supposed to bring one, she lent me her spare, a black-and-bleach collared smock that buttoned in for and came down to my knees.